Just Sex.

Intimacy

according to Webster dictionary it is something of private or personal nature, I think

Intimacy with another person is what we strive for, In New York City anyway. A city filled with so many people a quite alone private moment is a rarity, sometimes I can be surrounded by friends and family and still be very,very alone not intimate but opening up and sharing is the key. So today I share something with my loyal fans all 2 of them. My thoughts on sex. Its never just sex not with me anyway. Again my history plays a major role in my opinions towards sex. Since an early age i was exposed to sex (no I was not molested or had sex at a young age, 16 actually) its just that for some strange reason boys in my culture are encouraged to watch porn and often hear of sexual acts and so on from the older guys (I'm never one to judge just the norms of the haitian society to be non shalont about it infront of boys and ask girls to leave the room and so on when sex is bought up). So I never really thought much of sex due to the fact that I was exposed so early, I never giggled in class when the teacher had to show the condom and the banana or any sexual refrence was made. Being confused about how I should feel about something never stood well with me so i did the logical thing I went out and researched and formed my own opinion and I find sex is something thats fun and enjoyable but its also SACRED maybe just maybe soon i will believe that only a husband and wife should have sex in the biblical version ( and no not just misionairy they should get real freaky) guess im old fashion like that because I never valued sex when I was younger (seeing it on t.v. and so on if anything it pushed me away not made me want to do it more) I value it now. While in my easily influenced age both my sisters had teenage pregnancies leaving me to babysit a WHOLE lot and if anything you have ever heard from anyone else about premarital sex is not a deterance babysitting when you wanna be out playing basketball makes YOU Really think about it. So I was always timid due to the facts I stated earlier, But now at 21 I think really is it worth it to go around and philander ( sometimes my loins betray my mind but easily controlled) nay I say so I think the next time I decide to have sex it will be special not just sex, something

Intimate.

Saint Valentine did me dirty.

This is a short post. Just wanted to get one done before a long weekend. No school Friday, Saturday Sunday Monday or Tuesday,  got a 5 day weekend And its one of the hardest to be alone. Valentine's Day; Society has set the bar high and I know I'm supposed to be above it but I'm just like the next man and I just want someone, unfortunately  I have no one but myself, But every cloud has its silver lining let the universe know the future Mrs Desir shall not want, Shall not feel insecure, I shall not waver in our relationship, her man will be there for her. I have learned the value of being alone, so I will cherish the act of being together.

Paradigms

Guess Who's back, back again Andre's back tell some friends?, posting from school waiting for class to start have about an hour to go. It's funny I have thought about blogging for a couple of days now and everyday i say today is the day I'm going to write something and i have all these ideas about what I want to say but I always find some reason not to say anything at all. That's the story of my life always some reason or excuse for not doing something that i want to. So I would like to discuss music Because its such an epic part of to days generations life from the followings of hair bands in the 80's- 90's to the hip hop era of 90's 00's to to days current movement. Music has defined people, who you are, what crowd you hang out with, even far enough to say your principles give or take a few. My greatest musical inspirations aren't people but songs cause i havent heard every music a person has created and god knows i dont approve of half the songs but once just once in a blue i find this epitome of the artist that i just have on replay for weeks. For example Red hot chili peppers i can name 5 songs of the top of the dome, Scar tissue, Californication, Under the bridge, Snow, by the way. those songs should be added to the library of congress as far as I'm concerned but then they have these songs that i just dont get or just dont speak to me Cant stop for instance. so what is the measure of an artist ? is it having nothing but songs that speak to you that make them great or is it variety? i leave it up to better sages then I to answer. Red hot chili peppers covers my rock fans :), Rap we have Jay Z yes Tupac and Biggie where better but since their lives where prematurely ended i only think its right that Jay Z who has hit after hit be the Representative of the hip hop era, to keep it fair I'm going to only name 5 and yes this is going to be epically hard (not in any particular order). I'm Feeling it, Song cry, blueprint, December 4Th, And Beach chair I dont think i have ever skipped any of these when they came up on my itunes ever.
And this next segment are just 5 songs that got me through some hard times in my life, Story of the year. Until the Day I die, Talib kweli ft mos def Definition, Lupe Fiasco Superstar, Dipset Im Ready, and Consequence The Good The Bad The Ugly. Give them a listen and give me your opinion And Keep t his in heart The greatest Song of all time (given a third verse is some where out there in the multi verse) Mos Def Traveling Man

Comic sans

This is the first of many post. I decided to embark on a career of blogging lets see how far I get. I have had commitment issues my whole life so lets see if this blog can be the one thing i commit to ( i blame my mother) as you come to know an love me you will learn I blame or give responsibility to a lot of things in my life to my upbringing blame has such a negative connotation. Are we not all products of our environment? ahh yes the timeless question nature vs nurture, the egg or the chicken, david or goliath? ( did david really win?) History is important it diktats our future actions and people pay hefty prices for indicators of the future when all they need to do is look to the past. SO needless to say I am a firm believer in nurture of course our genes have something to do with who we become but that more on the limitations side, for instance if shaq was not 7 feet tall chances are he would not be as great of a basketball player as he is, but if he didn't have the upbringing and the constant tutoring and practice in basketball he wouldn't be who he is. Now to not get into to much detail lets keep it simple we all are, that's a fact so since we all are we can remove nature from the equation and say since we were going to "be" anyway our nurture decides who we are ( if you have an opposition to anything i said my door is always open) now I think this is a successful first post i have a longing to make my blog more Snazzy and "bling" it out I would like to hire someone to pimp out my blog you know with the pictures and the fancy html. but I'm not I'm going to keep it simple just words thoughts and

love.