True story.

I am hip hop.

closed doors

Another night, and it's gonna be a hard one. Morality Right and Wrong, Perception dictates mortality. Its 12:46 and I cant sleep trying to write my soul and it's not easy especially when I'm seriously trying to improve my grammar for the politically correct. How does one bear his soul to the world but only wants one person to see it. The same way we do everything else try, if it fails try again. I wanna be there, I wanna do it, I want time to slow down. I never wanted it to end up this way. Why do we all want alternative futures but don't plot the route? I Have met a lot of people in my lifetime, I haven't always been the most popular or the smartest but there was always something about me. That special something made it easy for me to blend in to fit into circles to adjust to my environment. Somewhere along my adjusting stages I never really found myself, Instead I have a mixture of the many different "selfs" that I became to fit. So at 22 I'm trying to discover who I am and what's right and wrong to me, and its hard. I know I hit on a lot of points in this post but my mind is all over the place. so I light another cig and wish my problems away. Every cloud has its silver lining I came across a terrific song tonight, Blu Ft John Lenon- Hold on John. (but all i here is hold on Dre)

just kickin it

Ladys and Gents I present The next Cop.While keeping up to date in my sneaker community I came across something that imma put on my whislist's now two things I love sneakers and beer you cant go wrong! I present the Nike sb dunk low miller high life. Whats not to like.

Lupe Fiasco - I'm Beamin

Alright, so I have always been an avid Lupe Fiasco supporter due to his different type of music and for the most part I get most of his music but I have to say this song is throwing me off. As a foreshadowing of what is to come in his album Im forced to think that we are in trouble. I have given it a couple of listens and it does not speak to me. I dare say Lupe is doing to much with this? I mean he is an artist and this is his art form and previously I have had no qualms but I mean its a lot to get while listening to every track you have to keep in mind the motto of his Album "Love Always Shines Everytime Remember 2 Smile" so while listening to every song we also have to keep that in mind while keeping the literal definition of a laser and I guess beaming like a star It is a lot to take in just to enjoy a song. Lupe is letting his ego get the best of him after not being on the list of top 10 2009 rappers he and I quote said that his song "Fire" on his up comming album will change that for 2010. Really Lupe Since when do you care what do people think? Im losing faith in someone I enjoyed for the music but I leave you with beaming listen and give me your opinion.

Birdman - Money To Blow ft. Lil Wayne, Drake