damn

Words cant even express the pain but I'm going to give it a shot anyway. Imagine you had a puppy and you loved that puppy and without cause or due justification someone tied you up and ripped out that puppies nails and then proceeded to skin the puppy alive in front of you. Now take that pain the puppy and you are feeling multiply that by 10000 and maybe just maybe you can understand a percentage, granted a small percentage of what i am feeling right this very second. its like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and while still connected to my nervous system pins where stuck slowly into it. I Will survive I may not be stronger but I will be Wiser.